[FICS]A Story On STAR

[Paige Yin]

Guys!This is a Fans Fics I have the moment I created STAR.Well,I hope all of you don't mind my story and continue being creative when it comes to Role Play.I didn't own any of the characters I created here,and face claim does not apply here,so you may still create your own character,which I encourage you to do.

Character List
[PB name--Character's nickname]

Paige Yin(Me)--Paige/Foxy{By Friends}/Clumpsy{By SS501}


Kim Hyun Joong--Hyun


Kim Hyung Jun--Jun/Baby


Kim Kyu Jong--Kyu


Park Jung Min--Min/Sexy Min


Heo Young Saeng--Young Saeng/Prince

Character would be added along the story.

[Paige Yin]

Prolog :

¡°Hey guys,I am Paige Yin from Malaysia.It took me quite some hard works to get into STAR,and quite a lot of works to survived these four years to graduate.All in all,I still am loving this experience I got.STAR,I believe everyone of you would agree with me,is the best thing that could happen to one¡¯s life.In every seconds we spent here,with every moments we built with our love ones,every new things we learnt and every drops of tears we shed are just something we will never find again in our future.

¡°I always believe that human life is just like a story book that we writeour own chapters in it.To me,STAR is a chapter that¡¯s so important that I wouldn¡¯t miss.This four years of my life is the best so far,and I believe STAR had just opened me another exciting chapter.I just felt that,the end of STAR isn¡¯t the end,but just a beginning to everything else.

¡±I should know I will cry at this day,cause I am going to leave this familiar place,and gosh,how will I miss all the amazing friends I had made here!I could not believe my luck really that I will be able to meet some of my favorite celebrities in here,not only them,I also got the chance to know them.Hyun oppa,Jun oppa,Kyu oppa,Jung Min oppa,Heo oppa,it is still a pleasure to know you,you guys made my life full of hopes and love.Saranghae!¡±

I remember I just given that speech on stage two days ago,afterbeing selected as the top student in STAR music school.I never be top at anything in school for 23 years of my life,but ever since I got into STAR,my life changed.I survived this top school with passion and dreams in my heart,and I graduated in style.Did I mentioned I get a boyfriend too?Which to me is cherry on top of the icing.My mom would be so proud of me now,which is my goal all along,to make her proud.And now,I am once again on a plane,heading towards the unknown future at 3000 miles per hour,my heart can¡¯t help but raced with excitement,as the last unknown brought me to this amazing school,and let me have an amazing beginning in life.

I looked up at the person beside me,he was watching me,smiling.I could never quite believe my luck to get him.I could never quite believe anything that happened.But they are all true,I know this cause his hand is holding mine,the warm so real,the way he looks into my eyes with so much love,like I was some kind of prize is so real that I never can imagine it.I felt like the luckiest people in the world.

And I am the luckiest person in the world.Now I really believe I am.

[Paige Yin]

==Chapter 1 : Beginning==

¡°This is TMTH!¡±I tabbed my feet to the ground,impatient.Well,I had been waiting for that stupid bus to pick me up for more than half an hour,and it hasn¡¯t arrive yet.And good,I began to feel the weight of my backpack,and the sun was (Although it¡¯s cooler here than Malaysia) hot above me¡ªit¡¯s 12 o¡¯clock¡ªand there is going to be four hours drive from here to Little Town,where my new school,STAR located.If the stupid bus don¡¯t come soon,I would probably 1,fainted and being rush to the ER due to lack of nutrients in my system (cause I am seriously starving now.I have some bread in my bag,but I don¡¯t wanna eat while I stand) ; 2,Go insane and I won¡¯t be responsible for any of my actions.

OK,the possibilities for the first incident to occur would be one per infinity,but you get my point.

Fighting the urgh to scream,I went and gave my luggage a good kick instead.No,wrong choice,now I have an aching foot added to my ¡°Incomfortable list¡±.

¡°Ow¡­¡±Stupid Paige!I scolded myself,nothing help with this mood.I hate wasting my time waiting.

¡°Ahhhh!!!!!!¡±I heard screaming.No it¡¯s not me,but I really heard screaming (Shut up please.I begged.) that¡¯s a miracle my eardrums are still intact.I put my fingers into it just in case,I still like my hearing and I need my ears to survive my dream.

¡°OH MY GOD!!!!There he is!!Ahh!!¡±

Yeah,crazies,you are impressing the guy (s) by screaming.I rolled my eyes,these girls has no clues.

I still looked over at the huge crowd (What!Human has curiosity!!),which was getting bigger every second.Their focus seems to be someone who was still inside the airport.Was there anything I should know?Anyone that is coming to USA and have their concert or something?

A bus pulled up in front of me without my notice(I wonder how can something so large sneaked up on me¡­)and scared the hell out of me when the driver honked.

¡°Jeez!!¡±I frowned,hardly gather back my scattered soul.Cool,you have to come when I am all curious about the big star in the airport.I sighed and picked up my luggage on the floor and thrown my guitar on my back before boarding the bus.Chosen a seat near the window that look out to the airport exit,I sat and looked,everything else forgotten.

I was silently praying that god can let me at least satisfy my curiosity now.But before I could even finish my silent prayer,the bus was already pulling away.

Before the airport exit disappear from my sight¡ªI actually cranked my neck to see¡ªI saw him.Or someone like him.

Dress in black jacket with a hat on his slightly messy hair,sunglasses on his face,there is Kim Hyun Joong.

Hyun that lead SS501,my favorite band.
Hyun that took my heart and make me love him more with every passing seconds.
Hyun that I though is more handsome than anyone I saw before.
Hyun that looks like a Gaiju,a walking sculpture.
Hyun that disappeared from my sight before I can really tell if it is him.

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Finally arriving at STAR,and it took me 4 hours and 23 minutes to reach my school,sweet!,as in sarcastically.My body was all stiff from sitting in the bus couch for so long.

The evening sun hit my skin snet warm shivers down my spine as I stretch after climbing down from the chilly bus.The big bus was already pulling away as I did that.I turned to look at the entrance of my new school,where I will spent my next four years in,total of 1492 days (Cuase I am here one month earlier before school starts.Many students who live nearby must be back home now,and I doubth there are many people in the school now.I mean,everyone wants to get out from a place which they are seeing 24/7 right?),I hope I can survive here that long.

STAR¡ªshort form for School for the Talented,Artistic and Renownable¡ªis one of the top school in the world.They only accept those with talents into their school and I guess every students here are on the top of their games.There are 4 different course in the school,Music School(Which I am in),Acting School,Modelling School,and Art School.Every students are required to choose a main course(I guess it¡¯s more likely that the school choose you main coursefor you) and a sub-course,which I chosen Art,cause it is something I am good at except music.

I sighed before I started heading towards the school,thinking of the empty school with only me in it¡­Ooo¡­scary.I pray and hope that there are at least some students in it,or else I would really start cursing the authorities of the STAR who gave me the scholarship(And the loan,and the plane tickets for me to fly fromMalaysia to STAR) to the deepest pit of hell for getting me into an empty school and spend my one lovely long month here.God knows that I could do a lot back in Malaysia in this month,I could keep working as a receptionist in MPH bookshop and practice my languages,and I can still attend my dancing class and my Korean class.I was just getting started last month,and I barely learn much.

I prayed,as I walked towards the guard and smiled up at him(He was well into his 60s by the look of it,and I wonder what is here doing in STAR and not at home enjoying his life),that life won¡¯t be sucks during my days here.

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OK,I was totally wrong when I assumed that STAR will be empty.

And gee,I bet life won¡¯t sucks here in STAR if I don¡¯t mess up.

I smiled brightly as I walked down the side walks and checking out the school.STAR is so big¡ªand big isn¡¯t the word for it¡­What about huge?Not enough¡­enormous?Probably¡ªThere are four schools in the ground,and I am in Music School and live in Dorm A¡ªThere are 5 dorms buildings here,each near to the separate school the students study in.Dorm A for Music,B for Acting,C for Modeling,D for Art and E for all the renownable students¡ªwhich is just two blocks down from the school building,amazing.

I was had just thrown my luggage in my dorm before rushing out to see the school,I know it¡¯s probably silly as I am going to see a lot of my school for the next 4 years,but this is something new for me,I would of course excited to check things out.Anyhow,I am just a little tire,and as a hyperactive teenager,a little exhaustion won¡¯t kill me.

Wow!I must looked like someone out of the deep forest,but who cares?This school is just too cool!They have everything!And Oh My God!Did I just found 3 swimming pools here?This could be anyone¡¯s dream school¡ªAnyone who are interest in Music or acting or modeling or art anyway.

Right now I¡¯s walking through the large field,smiling at the students who passed me.Many replied with a smile,some just nodded,and some even mumbled hallos back.Few who ignored me.I don¡¯t mind,whatever,I¡¯m in a good mood and the sun is just warm,the sky is my favourite blue,the air is fresh¡­I¡¯m not letting a little snobby people get to my nerves.

I walked down the road that marked food corner,feeling curious.For all I know,there is a cafeteria in the school,maybe there is more out here,who knows?Lots of kids in this school are rich enough to drive in the school,and those are not normal drive,I swear I saw a pink,convertible mini cooper here,it won¡¯t surprise me if I find some high class French restaurants here.

But it did surprised me when I saw Starbucks and McDonalds and Pizza Hut and Kenny Roger Roaster Chicken in the school.

Wow!Who build this school?I can¡¯t help thinking.This is just¡­so cool!

Well,guess I should take a coffee break¡­I thought,looking at Starbucks.It will be expensive,and I dare not to spend too many of my allowance this month,having no idea at what to expect during my first month here,I don¡¯t wanna end up calling home and beg for money.I swore to myself never to get money from my mom as I study here,she had given me $200 for my journey here,and I have that secured in my luggage right now,not wanting to use unless it¡¯s emergency.I will try to get a job around here,just to make sure my life here could be easier.

But coffee breaks¡­I really need one¡­It¡¯s 5.32pm now,and it¡¯s coffee time.Part of me argued.

You have coffee back in your dorm¡­It¡¯s like a war between the good and evil in my mind now.

Though you know,just one time¡­Starbucks.You can have a cup of cappuccino,you favourite.You can always skip food,but coffee isn¡¯t something you should give up today.This make sense.

Cappuccino??Isn¡¯t the normal coffee taste just as well?You really don¡¯t need this.

Wanting is needing.And trust me,you want it.

My mind kept on debating,Stop.Shut up.I closed my eyes and think.Yes¡­No¡­1,2,3¡­I deserve a break on the first day,it won¡¯t be that bad.I made up my mind and walked into the shop.

Looking down the menu,it¡¯s not that expensive,maybe more expensive than the cafeteria food and drinks,but the price are still sensible.I can affort it like once of twice a month.I nodded to myself.

I ordered myself a cup of hot cappuccino at the counter and went and hunt for a seat.I saw several table already taken.A couple at the far corner of the shop,making out,ignoring all the customers around and their cooling drinks.A girl sitting at the window place,too absorb into her computer screen.Right in front of me,there is this blonde hair guy who is reading something from the newspaper,again,too absorbed into his own world to notice me,and an Asian girl who looked up from her drink and smiled at me.I smiled back.Nice to see some Asians here,I bet she has the same thought too.

I didn¡¯t go up and say hi,as the Asian girl went back into sipping her drinks after she nodded hallo.I chose a seat near the window looking at the large field.I can almost see the whole school ground here.

It¡¯s beautiful¡­
Wonderful¡­
What a sight that worth sending to Samantha and my other best friends back in Malaysia.

Without thinking,I took out my phone turned it on into the camera mood¡ªOK this is just with a 3.0 megapixle camera,probably won¡¯t watch the image of how the sun rays hit the ground and make everything golden in color as I see it now,but It¡¯s good enough for me¡ªand captured the scene.

Ka-Chak

I looked the picture,not really satisfied,and held up the camera again.But I saw someone familiar passed by.I froze.

Kim Hyun Joong?

I squinted at the person,he had his back to me,so I couldn¡¯t be sure.I wished he could just turn around.

The coffee arrived then,I had to take my eyes off that guy¡¯s back.I smiled up at the waiter and mumbled my thanks,all of that took half a minute.

When I turned and looked back at the spot I last saw him,he was gone.

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If I had been lucky all my life,I might actually believe that I just saw Kim Hyun Joong in USA,twice in today.But as me,luck lady hasn¡¯t pay me a visit for quite a long time,I have absolutely no luck with guys,so I am thinking that maybe all of these are just hallucinations from the lack of sleeps these days,or maybe the creation of my overactive imagination.

I went back to the dorm after my coffee¡ªwhich sat cooled on my table for half an hour before I came back to my senses¡ªand went on unpacking my luggage,just hope to take my mind off all these craziness.

My favorite song was playing in the background and I was singing along as I kept my clothes into the dresser.

[Chorus:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

It¡¯s kinda cool that I am having the whole dorm to myself right now.I wondered who my roommates would be and will we get along.

I sighed but didn¡¯t stop the action of folding clothes as the song ended.New song started to play,I know that one!It¡¯s a SS501 song,one of my favorite again.And if you haven¡¯t notice yet,I am totally a music girl and love a lot of songs,from English to Korean,to Chinese to Cantonese to Japanese,I even have one or two Malay song.I am not Music Girl for nothing.

I sang along again,it was UR Man.I still can the rapping part done by Hyung Joon right.

I frowned as my computer beeped with a new message.Who would be sending me mails?I waited till the song ended before opening my inbox.

¡°Headlines of the day!!¡±

Huh?What¡¯s that?My eyebrow went up at the title of the mail,And who is this Gossiper?I stared at the name of the sender and giggled,Better don¡¯t mess up and get caught by the gossipers!I thought ironically as I click open the message.

I read the message as I waited for the image to load.It says,¡°Discoveries of the day,a guy fromour Dorm E actually came out of his dorm half naked,which make quite an eye-candy to all the girls,seeing that he has such a nice body.If all the Korean stars are as hot as him,I bet all the girls are going to be immigrating there.¡±

What the¡­I frowned.

Oh My God!!

I stared at the half-loaded image.It¡¯s a face I know,someone I wanted so much to know.

Kim Hyun Joong

Stood in a hallway with nothing but his underwear on.He looked bewildered,like wondering where he was,and doesn¡¯t even notice the camera.From the look of his messy hair and his face,I could tell he just woke from his nap.

I used up all my self control not to scream,physically at least,cause I am screaming pretty loud in my head,Gosh,Hyun?In STAR?And he is practically NAKED!!!

I wondered how many students have seen this¡­

My instinct told me I am not the only one.

[Paige Yin]

Chapter 2 : Meeting

I was right,I am not the only one who saw the picture of Hyun being half-naked.

The whole school new it.Apparently,this Gossiper has the news spread through the whole school.This is bad,really really bad.

Anywhere I go,I could hear people talking about this hot Korean guy,and it¡¯s getting on my nerves.

Poor Hyun¡­.I wonder how bad he suffered from thisThis is the inconvenience of sleeping in nothing but your underwear.

One thing I could be sure and happy about(Though I am more in the mood to mourn as so many more girls are going to swoon over Hyun¡­)is that now I can be sure that Hyun is really in STAR.Of course,there is a rule in the Korean Entertainment Company,that every singers/composers/actors/dancers¡­whatever¡­need to further study in STAR for four years,but I thought Hyun had finish his school here.

Apparently not.

I smiled a little¡ªcause part of me still mourning over Hyun¡¯s poor situation¡­He must have it bad¡­I mean,it¡¯s not easy to find your half-naked picture all over the school¡ªat the fact that I might actually meet Hyun in STAR,as I walked towards the indoor swimming pool.I love to swim at night,the water would be warm now,and it would be quiet.I mean,who would be swimming at night?Probably just me,and anyhow,I am the weirdo.

I pushed opened the glass door,this swimming pool is so classy looking,just like the rest of the school.The wall covered in sandy color tiles,and the floor a shade deeper in color.The pool looks blue due to the water.The benches at the site is in deep wood color,and the contrast looks amazing.I put down my belongings¡ªtowel,my phone,googles and my wallet¡ªon the bench and took off my shirt.I already have my swimming suit underneath.As I caught my reflection at the little pieces of mirrors they built on the wall as decorations,I turned left and right to examine myself.Man!I am fat!I thought,and frowned at my huge hips,somehow no matter where I turned,I can¡¯t get it any smaller,maybe I should hit the gym soon.

Yes,STAR do have a gym,and 3 swimming pools¡ª2 outdoor and 1 indoor¡ª and a sauna and a hot tub and God knows what else.I haven¡¯t have my way around the school yet,just finished looking around in Music school and discovered that in Music school there is Dancing studios,Music room,stage¡ªI heard that small concerts are going to hold there¡ªand recording studios¡­I can¡¯t even finish telling you how awed I was when I discovered the perfect condition of all the facilities.Guess no one vandalize when you¡¯re in a school like this.

STAR¡ªSchool for the Talented,Artistic and Renownable¡ªis the best school in the world.They just accept the best students into their school,you won¡¯t be able to make it into the school without an audition.I guess I was lucky to get in,cause in my audition,all I do was playing my own song on guitar for them.I write a few songs,and although I love all of my own compose,I won¡¯t say they are best.I still think I can improve my guitar skill or something,that¡¯s why I wanted to come to STAR in the first place.They provided you training and exposure in whatever field you major in,there were just a few students from this school who can¡¯t make a name in the field.

I smiled,glad that I was at least lucky in this although I never have any luck with guys.I still yet to have my first date¡­For god sake,this is embarrassing.

Suddenly self-conscious at my own body,I grabbed my google and hurried jumped into the water,which to me,offered more cover than invisible air.I am always like this,one moment I could be really proud of myself,then the next I could go all self-conscious and hope to hide in a crowd.I always think that I have double personalities,but this also maybe a human way of thinking.I mean,everyone have something they are proud of and something they afraid to show right?Only in my case,this thinking is too contrast with one another.

I shivered as I slipped into the water,the first touch is chilling.

Then I put on my google and started to swim,froggy style first,turning into freestyle the when I swum back.I was already exhausted when I reach the side I started off.It was long since I swim,and I am just a beginner in this,never been to a lesson,just learned from my friend.My swimming skill is just OK to save myself from drowning in the deep,still water¡ªnever try doing this in the sea,so I might drown.I always wanted more practice,but back in Malaysia the public swimming pool¡ªnearest one¡ªneeds a 20minutes drive from my home,you might think that¡¯s overstated,but it¡¯s true.And since I have no car,and taking bus is wasting my time,the desire just became a desire.Now in STAR,I would totally use this chance to sharpen all my skills,including guitar and singing ans dancing and drawing and swimming.Totally!I won¡¯t wanna waste this chance.

With a small smile,I took a deep breath and did what I always do when I was in water¡ªI love this since I was a kid¡ªI sunk into the water and tried to sit at the bottom of the pool.It¡¯s quiet and peaceful in the water,and everything is in my favorite turquoise color down here,maybe it¡¯s the effect of my google,which is blue,but I just love this.

I held myself under the pool for almost two minutes before I went up and took a breath.

When my head broke through the surface of the water,the first thing I noticed is that I am not alone.

There was someone who jumped into the pool¡ªwith a huge spash and made the water into my nose¡ªthe moment I came up.

¡°Gosh!¡±I called loudly as I kicked hard and get out of his way.I have no problem swimming with others,always just been to public pool back at my hometown.Boys and girls swim in the same pool there,but I just prefer the peace and quietness when I get the whole pool to myself.I mean,how fun is it that you can just swim without having people blocking your way or gabbing at you.

I took off my googles so I can see clearer,stuck myself to the side as he swum quite fast.The guy¡ªknew it was a guy from his greater strike and faster speed,oh and I can get glimpses of his torso¡ªnoticed me only after this third round across the pool¡ªseriously¡­Are they that good?3 Rounds,I mean 3 rounds?¡ªand his reaction was¡­.

¡°Arghhhhh!!!¡±He screamed louder and with higher pitch with a girl¡ªliterally¡ªand hurried out of the water.

Wasn¡¯t sure what he saw in the pool¡ªwas it some human biting animals or poisonous insects?Oh My God¡ªI followed him out of the pool,screamed with him.

I sat at the side of the pool after I came up,my body weight a thousand pounds now,I can¡¯t lift up even my hand,it¡¯s too heavy,guess I used up all my energy to escape the water creature he saw.I scanned at the water quickly,seeing nothing.

¡°What you saw?¡±I shouted at him,desperate to know what I was escaping from.

He was already somewhere off the other side of the pool,with towel wrapped around him securely,his back to me.He shouted back a lot of words I don¡¯t understand,sounds like Korean,but I just know a limited amount of Korean.

¡°Pardon?Can you speak English or Chinese or whatever else I can understand?¡±I was irritated.I forced myself up and went to my clothes,wrapped my towel around me.I wasn¡¯t quite comfortable in my swimming suit now I figure my body shape sucks.Although the two piece swimming suit offer quite an cover for my bad parts and showing off my flat stomach.I pushed my wet bangs off my face too.

¡°OK,if you want autograph,I can always give them to you later,also if you want pictures,I can sign some for you later,just don¡¯t take any picture now,please.¡±He begged.My eyes went wider with every word he said.

Autograph??Pictures???Oh My God!Who I met?This guy totally think I am some stalking fans!

I held up my hands as a sign of surrender,but then I realized since his back is to me,he won¡¯t see me.I am not stalking him,although I could tell he has nice body shape,from his broad back and wide shoulders,but I couldn¡¯t help thinking of Hyun¡¯s half-naked pictures.

¡°Look,¡±I sighed,not knowing how I could explain this,and I totally hated explaining stuffs,¡°I don¡¯t know who you are and I am totally not some stalking fans.I am here to have a peaceful and quiet swim,it went all great until you butt in and then now you¡¯re claiming that I stalk you,it¡¯s not fair to me at all.¡±I said,getting a little annoyed at my ruined peace now I mentioned it,¡°And I don¡¯t want your photograph¡±You¡¯re not Hyun,I added silently,¡°And I really don¡¯t like autographs,I just never get why would people want that,it¡¯s just someone writing their names and trust me,I can write the celeb¡¯s name better than they write them.¡±I rolled my eyes at the last statement for dramatic effect.That¡¯s me,the drama queen.

He turned back to looked at me as I said the last statement,probably wonder which girl who gets out of her mind and don¡¯t want a celeb¡¯s signature.It was then I notice that he is someone I know¡­

¡°Kim Hyung Jun?¡±I said,my voice went an octave higher,I really couldn¡¯t believe my luck.

I am looking at Kim Hyung Jun,the maknae of SS501,my favorite Korean male vocal group,and he is standing there,half-naked(OK,what¡¯s with the half-naked part today?),my eyes rolled huge at that moment,and I was frozen with surprise.I guess that pose must be pretty funny,cause the next moment Jun was doubling over with laugher.

His laugher brough me back to senses.I frowned,wondered what I did to make him laugh so hard.But I also can¡¯t help wanting to giggle with him.Have you heard that laugher is infectious?That totally applies to me.If I see someone laugh,or even if I hear laugher,I would giggled or laugh along with that person without reason,which was what I was trying not to do then.

But Hyung Jun is Hyung Jun¡­

He actually laughed too hard and I wasn¡¯t sure what he was doing.I saw him walked,and I wasn¡¯t sure where he wanted to go,he was confusing¡ªbut by the look of it,was he trying to walk towards me?Cause the direction suggested that he is¡ªthe next thing I know is that he suddenly missed a step and splashed right into the water!!

!!

I mean how could someone miss something as big as the swimming pool???That made me busted out into a hysterical laugh.

¡°Oh My God.¡±My side ached as I walked towards the edge of pool when he fell in,still laughing all the time.Hyung Jun already swum to the side of the pool and held on the wall by the time I reached there.

I tried to behave and contended myself into low chuckling,¡°Annyoung haseyo.¡±I greeted him,got down to sit beside him by the pool,for he didn¡¯t seems like wanting to come up anytime soon.I dangled my feet in the water,loving the coolness.I giggled when I saw his blush.

¡°You¡¯re a fan.¡±Hyung Jun said in his thick accent English,it¡¯s a statement,not a question.

¡°Nae¡­¡±I smiled,¡°Triple S,Paige Yin.Nice to meet you,Jun Oppa.¡±I held out my hand.

He gribbed it,his hand shake is nice and strong,I liked it.And gosh¡­He hand is warm and huge compared to mine...He smiled,¡°Annyeong.I guess I can¡¯t say this is a pleasant meeting for me though,too much unexpectable.¡±He smiled,¡°Hope this never will happen again as I am not sure my heart will handle it well.I mean,meeting a girl in the pool at this state¡­¡±He blushed,me too,but my blush isn¡¯t as noticeable as his.Next moment,he beamed up at me mischievously,¡°I thought you said you¡¯re not a fan?¡±He raised one eyebrow at me.

¡°I said,¡®I am not a stalking fan¡¯,and I am really now,I don¡¯t even know who you are just now,¡±I quoted my own sentence as I rolled my eyes at him,then added,¡°anyhow,I¡¯m here first!¡±I pouted,glared at him for a moment.

Jun smiled,and he raised his hands as a surrender sign,¡°OK¡­OK¡­You win,He said,so cute that I can¡¯t think anything but his cuteness right then,My bad,sorry.I should check¡±Then he saw something behind me,¡°Uh-oh¡­¡±

I turned to see what he saw and if my meeting with Jun just now is described as shocking,this moment would be unbelievable.

Through the glass door,I saw Hyun¡­

¡­and the rest of SS501.

¡­and they were heading towards here¡­

Jun and I watched in silence.I wasn¡¯t sure how I was feeling then as I saw Hyun Oppa coming towards the swimming pool,one step and another step closer,and closer¡­

And Hyun was laughing with the rest of SS,like nothing had bother him,not even the half-naked picture that all the girls in STAR must be swooning over now.

It¡¯s like everything moved in slow motion to me,yet things happened so fast.Hyun led the rest into the indoor pool,and he was talking about something that made him smiled so brightly¡­His smile is just so charming,it took my breath¡­

Get a grib!A little voice inmy mind said,that was when I noticed the whole room was filled with silence,and four pairs of eyes on me(Jun was looking somewhere else,blushing.I wasn¡¯t sure he was looking at what he was staring at anyway,I know I can¡¯t get the details if I were to put in his position.)and my face started to burn.

This is awkward.I suddenly realized what the guys were seeing.

No doubt,Wolf whistle,I guess it¡¯s from Jung Min¡­Geez!!

¡°Aniyo!You guys misunderstood.¡±I said as I got up and away from Jun,or tried to anyway,but my actions had to be clumsy right then,and I slipped in fell into the pool.

Splashed!!!

I felt how Jun felt right then,and more.I felt so embarrassing that I wish I could hide in the water and never get up to the surface,so I can not to see the guy I like,not reading the misinterpreted look in his eyes.He misinterpreted about Jun and me,and I felt like dying for that.

Maybe I took too long to come up and it scarred him,I don¡¯t know.But the next thing I know a pair of warm hands were pulling me up

My head broke through the water and I took a deep breath.The strong hands were pulling me to the edge of the pool,I relaxed myself and let him,could instinctively feel that it was Jun.A few hands helped me up when we reached the side,and they tried to laid me down

I blinked my eyes opened just in time to see 5 pairs of eyes staring at me anxiously.¡°I¡ª¡±my voice croakedmprobably because of the panic I felt chocked inside my throat,I mean,Hyun was looking at me,super close!I cleared my throat and tried again,¡°I¡¯m OK.¡±,I tried to popped myself up into a sitting position and several hands help me at once.

¡°Thanks.¡±I smiled up at them.When I caught Hyun¡¯s eyes again,¡°I¡¯m good.¡±I said directly to him,slightly blushing.I hope my face didn¡¯t betray me though,I was never the red face type,let¡¯s hope it stayed that way.He nodded.After I assured them I am alright,the rest of them left and went on with their business,just Jun and Hyun lingered.

¡±What a nice welcome,Clumpsy.¡±He teased me,then looked at Jun,¡°And nice job,Jun.But don¡¯t ever flirt with coordination imbalance girl by the poolside again,you could kill her.You know how charming you are.¡±

I blinked at his words,it took a moment to sink in,then I blushed,¡°Aniyo,Hyun,¡±I hurried explained.¡°I wasn¡¯t flirting with Jun,neither was he¡­He fell into the pool just now,and I went to see if he is alright¡­¡±No matter how I said it,it doesn¡¯t feels right.And all the SS501 were chuckling at my words.

¡°Yeah and that makes you two a very good couple,clumpsy.¡±Jung Min commented as he took off his shirt,copying Hyun¡¯s new nickname for me,I frowned.

Gosh¡­what are they doing now?

¡°Swim.¡±Kyu Jong said to me,answering my question with a warm smile that got me dazzled.Did I asked my question out loud?

And can anybody rescue me?Cause I guess I just got starstruck!!

[Paige Yin]

~+~Chapter 2 : Meeting~+~

Never in my life I had been experience this before,I thought,watching SS501 from my seat at the corner.I figured maybe the distance between myself and them would make me feel better.The guys are always guys,they screamed and shouted and played in the water like they never been on a pool before.

Well,there isn¡¯t much chance for me to get starstruck back in Malaysia.I lived in a small town named Menglembu practically all my life,and we don¡¯t have any stars there.And anyhow,I never is a big fans of Malay artists,not that I don¡¯t know Malay or anything,I am quite good at languages so I know them,and I even like some Malay songs,but I never fell for the artist like I fall for Hyun now,nor when I fell for Joe Jonas from the Jonas Brothers before Hyun,so I daresay I am not a huge fans of them.And well,there just wasn¡¯t anyone for me to get starstruck,my gramma totally never let me go to any of the fans meetings they had ever held in the shopping malls,how would I get starstruck at that state?

So this is all new to me,meeting SS501,my favorite male vocal group in STAR,and I am watching them playing water in the pool.

OK,I watched one of them only,and no guessing,it¡¯s totally Hyun,the Leader and the one I love.His figure definitely is something worth looking at¡­But while I look,I have to keep my sight a secret so that the others won¡¯t notice.

But that¡¯s not a success¡­

¡°Leader is hot eh?¡±Jung Min asked quite loudly,causing everyone look at me.Hmph!Since when he decided to stop messing with Jun and watch me?

I blushed at his comment,caught!

Heo swum around and looked at me,¡°Well,you are not the only girl swooning our leader,¡±,he smiled,¡°But don¡¯t you think you would hurt Jun that way?¡±

I groaned.

Can someone listen to me?I LIKE KIM HYUN JOONG!!!Although the name sounded almost the same,they are completely different people,I thought you guys knew it better!I wanted to scream.

Instead I closed my eyes and counted to 5,calming down with each number.

¡°I am a Hyunnies.¡±I sighed,looking at Hyun at the far side of the pool,I knew he would hear everything I said,¡°I really like Hyun Joong Oppa.¡±

Gosh!My face is burning!

Hyun held my eyes and I couldn¡¯t look away.

¡°The you must enjoy the picture this afternoon,¡±Jun chuckled,I knew right away which picture he meant,which made me blush harder.I wondered do I look like a sitting tomato now?

Aniyo!¡±Despite of my embarrassment,I still wanna state this clear.I pouted at the thought that there are so many girls who had seen Hyun¡¯s naked torso now,¡°I¡¯m pretty piss actually.How could someone do that?That is suppose to be others¡¯ private life!And they took a picture and sent to the whole school,who knows how many girls are swooning over Hyun oppa right now¡­¡±I mumbled the last sentence actually,but since my voice echoed like crazy in this small closed room,he must be able to hear every word I said.

Right after I said that,someone wolf-whistled again,and this time it¡¯s Jun,I glared at him.This isn¡¯t funny and he doesn¡¯t have to make my situation any worst,does he?

But he got nothing from my killing glare.Still smiling widely,he wennt over to Hyun and hit him at the back,¡°Yo,some girl is really serious about you here.¡±He chuckled like he is saying a really funny joke,I looked down at my feet,thinking what would it take if I rush out of the swimming pool now?¡°Lucky you.¡±he added.

HYUNG JUN!!!I felt like killing him right then.

After teasing his hyung,he turned to Jung Min,¡°Mal,let¡¯s swim,I race you.3rounds?¡±

Everyone responded to the challenge with positive energy.

Unexpectedly,Hyun came up from the pool.He walked towards me¡ªmy heart race harder with him closing his distance to me.I wondered will it fail eventually?Water dripped from his body,I couldn¡¯t help myself appreciating his neckline,his collarbone,his abs,his strong arms¡­Wonder how would they feel wrapping around me?My eyes the went to his face¡ªhe is so tall!¡ªand realized that he was looking at me.I blushed again,this is going to be some kind of freakish history to me.

To hide my blush,I turned and got him a towel,which sat beside me on the bench..Hyun took it,sat down beside me and wiped his hair.After a moment, he turned to me.

¡°What¡¯s your name?¡±He asked.

What?Stupid,didn¡¯t I tell him?¡±

¡°Paige.¡±I said,listening to the guy¡¯s screams and cheer to calm myself down.

¡°Paige¡­¡±He repeated after me,thought for a while,then looked at me again with a frown,¡°Doesn¡¯t sounds Asian.¡±he shook his head to support his statement.

I smiled,that was cute,¡°No,that¡¯s my nickname.Other than the one you given me just now¡­¡±Clumpsy?He is so gonna pay for it¡­someday.¡°My Chinese name is Yuan Hui Wen,which make me Yin Wai Mun in English.I¡¯m good if you call me Wen or Hui Wen or Wai Mun like my friends call me.¡±I shrugged.

Hyun smiled,¡°Nice tomeet you,Wen.¡±I giggled as the pronunciation came out wrong,but let him go.He is Hyun,the Hyun I like,and it isn¡¯t some big mistake.


[glow=FF33CC,2,300]Bogoshipeunde neomu bogoshipeunde
Malhaji mothaneun babo
Geujeo neol bomyeon maldo mothaneun babo
Neol anajugo shipeunde gobaekhago shipeunde
Wae ireoke gihwega an na
Come to me

Ne jichin mam dodaeche wae geureongeonde
Geureoke seulpeun neol bol su bakke eomneun nae mam

Bogoshipeunde neomu bogoshipeunde
Malhaji mothaneun babo
Geujeo neol bomyeon maldo mothaneun babo
Neol anajugo shipeunde gobaekhago shipeunde
Wae ireoke gihwega an na

Come to me[/glow]


I looked over the pool,dom¡¯t know why the guys are singing my favorite song all of a sudden.Instinctively,I sang along.This is one of the songs by SS501 I know the words to,and proud to say,I learned this all by listening to the song.

All of us clapped when we finished.It feels good and more comfortable now,being here.Like I am part of them.The awkwardness went away.

¡°You can sing.¡±Jung Min commented,looking at me from the side of the pool.They all swum close as we¡ªI tried not to think me¡ªjoin the singing,¡°Nice voice.What else can you sing?¡±

I blinked and looked at him,unsure of what he wanted,¡°Thanks.¡±I mumbled,but the word sound loud enough like I said that out loud,¡°Erm¡­A few of your songs,then some Japanese songs then English and some Chinese songs.Why?¡±

Kyu Jong replied my question,¡°Cause he wants you to sing another one.¡±Kyu beamed up at me,¡°I wanna hear to.¡±

Oh¡­My eyes went very wide.It¡¯s one thing about singing along,another if doing solo,¡°My voice isn¡¯t in good condition right now¡­¡±I bit my lips.

Jun and Heo joined the request now.

¡°Come on.¡±Jun dazzled me with his smile.

¡°Yeah,let¡¯s hear one.From what I heard,you¡¯re good.¡±That sounds convincing coming from the mouth of the best vocal in SS501¡­

¡°Sing for us,¡±Hyun said from beside me.Mechanically I turned to him,he held out one finger,¡°Just one?¡±

Oh¡­This is bad¡­I am so helpless againse these guys.I closed my eyes for a few second,thinking I must me crazy.

I opened my eyes and sing my own compose.


[glow=FF33CC,2,300]BoGo Shipta,baby I miss you,
BoGo Shipta,tell me how you feel,
You¡¯re the reason for me writing down how I feel¡­Whoa.
BoGo Shipta you keep me wanting more,
I¡¯m playing guitar,singing Sarang Heyo,
You¡¯re the reason for me to keep holding my faith for love
BoGo Shipta¡­Baby I miss you¡­
BoGo Shipta,baby I miss you,
BoGo Shipta,tell me how you feel,
You¡¯re the reason for me singing loud how I feel¡­Whoa.
BoGo Shipta you keep me wanting more,
I¡¯m playing guitar,singing Sarang Heyo,
You¡¯re the reason for me to keep holding my faith for love
BoGo Shipta¡­Baby I miss you¡­[/glow]

[Paige Yin]

They like my song,no,they actually love my song,and this is so freaking hard to believe.

The SS501 are actually really nice guys who are happy to meet their fans.They actually asked me to have some singing section with them the next day after their heard my singing.I don¡¯t know what to feel the moment Jung Min asked me to join their practice the very next day.

¡°Oh¡­Are you sure?¡±I asked,I would like to see the SS501 practice,and they are going to teach me how to sing better?That¡¯s so awesome,a little unbelievable.

¡°I don¡¯t mind,you are the first and only fans we met so far,so I think I would like to invite you to join whatever we do.¡±Jun replied me,he wiped his hair dried.He was the first one that pull on his shirt when he came up,and he blushed when he noticed that I was watching.I didn¡¯t mean that,but this is Maknae Jun,I like Jun best after Leader Hyun,but totally in love with Hyun,can¡¯t help.

¡° If you are sure then I am in,cause I don¡¯t wanna be a burden or anything.¡±I said,I mean,it¡¯s nice to see how the Double S practice their songs,and having lesson from my favourite band is the coolest thing ever,but if that cause them trouble,I will feel so bad for that.

Jung Min came near and messed up my hair,not that it is any better before he do that,my hair was permed curly,and I like it to stay that way.Curly as it is,I don¡¯t need a comb to survive now,but I still don¡¯t like it when people mess up my hair,

¡°Hey!¡±I protested.

¡°Well,we are actually all glad to have another dongsaeng to bully,I think especially Baby Jun here,he never has a dongsaeng for him to bully,so you provided him the chance and target,¡±Jung Min said,ignored my protest,I glared at him,obviously,he likes to bully me too.¡°Anyhow,it¡¯s just fin to have new peoples,even a clumsy one like you.¡±He chuckled.

Jun hit Jung Min on the head next,¡°I don¡¯t bully people like you do.¡±Jun told his hyung off,then turned to me,¡°You know,I rather protect my dongsaengs,that what hyungs are suppose to do,not like Jung Min-ni here,he always give me a hard¡ª¡±

Jung Min wasn¡¯t happy about the punch he got from Jun,he revenged by wrapping his hands onto Jun¡¯s neck and pulled him.Jun wrestled with him,but obviously Jung Min is stronger than Maknae.He chocked,then elbowed Jung Min.Jung Min let go after that,but never give up on torturing Jun.

They chased around the pool,the rest of us just laughed.

¡°I guess you know this is how they actually acted,right?¡±Hyun sat beside me,taking a sip of his water.

I smiled,nodded,¡°I watched enough of your videos to know that.But watching this live,it¡¯s more than amazing.¡±

Truly more than amazing,and it¡¯s really funny too.I laughed as I watched Jun threw something he got from the floor towards Jung Min.Hyun laughed as he saw that.

¡°Guys,don¡¯t you think we need to¡ª ¡±Splashed!!!

Jun charged at Jung Min after Jung Min provoked him,I wasn¡¯t sure how,just a second then and both of them splashed into the pool.

I laughed so hard that I almost roll on the floor.

************************************************************************


If I¡¯m not spending most of my time in STAR hanging out with the SS501 these days,I would this what happened was just the product of my amazing imaginations,but here I am,in the dance studio(STAR actually has 3 Dance Studio,isn¡¯t that cool?),watching them as the guys practice their dance moves.I had some of these moves memorized in the past few days,but knowing my clumsiness,I won¡¯t dare to dance in from of the guys.

[glow=CCFF00,2,300]dashineun oji anheul songan huhil hal son eopseo
SOMEBODY THERE (Dibidibidibi dipdip Dibidibidibi dipdip)
keudae hoksirado mangseorigo ittdamyeon naege
YOU TOUCHED ME BABE (Dibidibidibi dipdip)

(I got you in my heart¡­!)
Mich¡¯in teut twineun kaseum unmyeongch¡¯eoreom
iruji mothaettdeon ap¡¯eun sarangch¡¯eoreom (Baby one more time!)
eodieseonga pon deunthan neoeui tu nune pich¡¯in nae moseup (nae moseup¡­)
(Dibidibidibi dipdip Dibidibidibi dipdip Dibidibidibi dipdip)
t¡¯eojil teut han kaseum unmyeongch¡¯eoreom
al su eoptneun kkueulrim neol nohch¡¯ji anha (nal eochin su nan eopseo)
ojik neomaneum weonhaneun neoeui tu nune pich¡¯in ni moseup (nae moseup)

t¡¯eojil teut han kaseum unmyeongch¡¯eoreom (All right all right all right, yeah¡­)
al su eoptneun kkueulrim neol nohch¡¯ji anha (In my eyes¡­)
ojik neomaneum weonhaneun
cheortae meomch¡¯uji anhneun DEJABYU

Dibidibidibi dipdip Dibidibidibi dipdip Dibidibidibi dipdip

Double S¡­.![/glow]

I tabbed my fingers in beat and smiled,D¨¦j¨¤ vu is one of my favorite song from the Double S,and the moves are amazing.I mean,the group is amazing and geez,I feel like I am falling deeper in love with the group¡ªI tried not to think Hyun¡ªwith each passing day.

It was Jun¡¯s solo part,he was rapping at the front,I love that part so much, he caught me smiling at them and winked at me,my smiled got wider.

After his wink,others looked at me through the mirror as well and smiled,I waved and tilted my head.

It was the 5th day since I met with the SS501 now,and I pretty much get used to them,they look more like normal guys to me now,someone who are friendly and playful and funny,someone who you can have fun with,someone who you can chat with,and totally someone you can tease.I teased Jung Min a lot,joined the guys calling him Mal,and he never happy about that.Well,that¡¯s just a little revenge,who ask him to keep calling me Clumsy?Serve him right.

Jun stayed true to his words so far and he was always protecting me when I was being picked on.He is someone good to talk to,very sensitive and sometimes I found that he can actually relate to me.I also love that he is true and tell me everything I ask,those are not any big secrets though,I usually asked him simple things like how they can speak such fluet English(They said it quite fluet for Korean guys),especially Hyun and Jung Min.Jun said that Hyun is just very hardworking and serious when it comes to learning,so he learn fast.Jung Min on the other hand,must has some genetically coded good language comman,Jun even told me Jung Min is really good in Japanese too.

Well,I wondered if Jung Min can learn languages faster than me.Not that I am showing off(OK,maybe just a bit),but my language skills are quite good.Something genetically coded totally.I learn my English by listening to English songs and watching TV Shows.I learned to write well by reading English fictions,maybe a lot of you can do that,but I am still pretty please with my skill at this.

Hyun is the crazy one.OK,not crazy,but almost everything he said would get me laughing out loud.I got his 4-D Humor well by the 2nd day,I can totally play along with him and his crazy jokes now.He loves to tease me too,like get the things I said and turned that around.But I totally found a way to pay him back,when he got me mad,I would just used either Cantonese or mandarin and scold him back,he can¡¯t understand what I said,and that driven him crazy.Though he also has a serious side that always on when he is in the Leader mood.Just a few days and I noticed that he is an ace leader,and a really protective hyung.

Heo is the really quiet one,but he is good natural too.He is the one who always give me singing advices,and he teach me Piano¡ªJun do that too,and Hyun teach me some guitar,I bet I can get really good at these someday.I will never prank someone like him nor Kyu.

Kyu is a good boy,sweet and protective one that make me laugh with his funny remarks.He is also someone I will choose to chat with.He is really hard-working,to me,Kyu Jong Oppa is like someone who work silently and make sure everyone is alright.Though he has double personalities¡ªnot as serious as me or Hyun¡ªand sometimes you would found that you don¡¯t know what is he thinking about.

I broke out of my thoughts as the Double S finished the dance.I clapped at the,smiling.

I smile a lot these days.

¡°I¡¯ll call it a day!¡±Jung Min said as he went and took some water from the table beside where I sat at the corner of the room.He tossed the bottle to each of his hyungs,but left Jun out,I think he do that purposely.

Jun waited for a while then decided than Jung Min had just forgot about him,¡°Jung Min,water.¡±Jun said.I chuckled slightly,sensing that a Tom&Jerry fight would on soon.It would always be like this,Jung Min would started bullying Jun and Jun would tease him or fight back,after a while,they would kiss and make up(Literally),and get back into good brothers mood.

Jung Min looked the other way and pretended that he couldn¡¯t hear Jun.

¡°Mal Jung Min!!!¡±Jun went to where Jung Min sat and messed up his hair before taking himself a bottle of water.I laughed¡ªeveryone in the room laughed¡ªas Jung Min messed up Jun¡¯s hair in return,causing Jun to jump and yelp as he went to the mirror and fix his hair.

¡±Really impressive,¡±Kyu Jong came over to put down his bottle.Jung Min and Jun were already fighting in the middle of the room,everyone fled out of their way.

I laughed and nodded,watching the fight,¡°Watching them is like watching life version of Tom & Jerry.Jerry would mess up Tom¡¯s day and Tom would revenge and then they would fight or prank each other.Though Jerry always win.¡±

I don¡¯t know why I say that.But I talked like crazy around Kyu,I felt like I can relax and tell him everything.

¡°You know,hanging out with you guys is really amazing¡±

[/i]I continued after a short pause,¡°Not just that you guys are celebrities,but hanging out with you guys are actually fun.And I get tolearn so much,like the singing,the swimming and the dancing¡­and so on,I can¡¯t even start counting how much you taught me.¡±

¡±Really?¡±Kyu asked,¡°I never feel that we taught you anything.¡±

I just nodded,¡°Like the dance moves just now,I was wanting to learn that a long time ago,now I guess I got that.¡±I grinned.

¡°You should just tell if you wanna learn that.¡±Jun walked towards us now,he and Jung Min had stopped the fight,and they are both wrapping each others¡¯ shoulders like brothers.

This is what I really find impressive,despite the fact that that they are so different,they sometimes even quarrel and fight,but they pull it through and apologize and get back together as nothing has happened.That completely got my respect.Guys like this are charming and attractive because they are mature.

¡°Well,I am not a good dancer.¡±I smiled at Jun,wrinkled my nose,¡°And when you try to teach me,I swear you would just like to do two things.¡±

¡°Huh?Which two?¡±Kyu asked.

I pretended to think for a while for some special effect,did I mention that I am a drama queen?If my art isn¡¯t this good,I would totally take Acting as sub-course in STAR,¡°Well,one,you would go insane,¡±I paused as the guys chuckled,I guess they know where I am going,¡°and two you might wanna throw me out of the window so someone like me would cease to existence,cause I am so clumsy and I always am a burden to everyone.¡±My self-conscious kicked in,well,who can help this when they were surrounded by these amazing guys?¡°Now thought the better of that,I wonder if I had chosen this right.I mean,I love music and all,but will I be a good performer?I am not sure.¡±

I leaped into my sad mood,the room fell silence after my speech,I looked at my lap.

Then without notice,someone hit my head,¡°Ow¡­¡±It was Hyun.

¡°Who¡¯s born a good performer?¡±Hyun asked,sitting on my other side,¡°We all get to be where we are by practicing.We are still working really hard so that we can be a better performer,¡±The rest of them nodded at Hyun¡¯s words,¡°So don¡¯t you say anything like that again.You are talented enough to get into STAR,and I am sure you¡¯re amazing.You are doing quite well already,the speed you learn,and if you are not good enough now,what are we for?¡±My eyes teared up as I listened to his words,¡±Hyungs are suppose to take care of dongsaengs right?¡±

That was an rhetorical question,but I decided to answer that anyway,¡°Aniyo¡­not everone do that.Geez¡­you make me feel like crying¡­¡±I sniffed and covered my face with my hand.I managed to hold my tears in,this is something very touchy for someone who know me just barely a week to say.And when it came out of Hyun¡¯s mouth like this,it seems believable.

Someone patted my back,I knew it¡¯s that someone who make me cried.He hugged me next when he found that I am not looking up,I almost forget to breathe then and there.

¡° Yo yo¡­You guys make a great couple,Maknae¡±Jung Min called out,breaking the silence.I frowned and looked up the shot Jung Min a glare.I always do that to Jung Min,who ask him to be so irritating?Good thing he never mind that.The truth is,I both pissed at and love Jung Min dearly like a brother,though I am not sure he is a hyung.

I picked up a towel beside me and threw at him,¡°Mind your own business,Mal.Speak more and I will make you learn the emergency exit in the hard way.¡±

Everyone in the room laughed as Jung Min pouted.He put a hand over his heart and looked at me with hurtful expression I am sure would melt the hearts of thousand girls,¡°Wow,it hurts my pride to know there is a girl who¡¯s immune to my sexy charisma.¡±

I wanted to laugh at that,but managed to held it back into a small smile,¡°Bagak Jung Min,¡±I scolded him in Japanese,¡°Everyone have their own charisma and each attracts different people.Let¡¯s take the example of fruits,someone like apple and someone like orange,someone who would love durian even,¡±I thought of one of the fruit from Malaysia that I really missed,¡°And some don¡¯t like fruits at all.And if you ask someone who like apple does he like orange,he would tell you it is just ok,and if you ask someone who love orange how apple taste,he would tell you it¡¯s not his favorite.¡±I don¡¯t know what makes me say that,but I did,¡°It¡¯s the same when it comes to human.Liking something is just a magical feeling,it¡¯s direct,it¡¯s not going toile,you might like something when you first lay an eye on it,you might like something after you get to know it,you might like something after you get use to it,but those which you like after you get used to won¡¯t hold the same appealing as the thing you like straight away.¡±Everyone were listening to me now,and I knew my words got them thinking.

I continued,feeling this is the right moment,¡°I like Hyun Joong Oppa after I watched Boys Over Flower,though I don¡¯t like him right away,I like Jun Pyo¡¯s at first,and I never fond of Ji Hoo,¡±I wrinkled my nose,¡°No¡­Ji Hoo has something I wanted in my man,he is gentle,he is caring,but someone like him¡­I might not be the type for him.¡±

I paused,I lost myself,¡°Let¡¯s get back.To me,I like Hyun Joong Oppa,the real him,or the him I¡¯m able to see anyway.He looks like the part of Ji Hoo that I like,and he is so much more.He is funny and able to make me laugh¡ªthough that isn¡¯t a tough task¡ªhe¡¯s also witty and someone who I¡­¡±It¡¯s embarrassing to say this out loud,especially with him here,holding me,looking at me,but I wanted to get thing out,¡°¡­someone who I feel could protect me against every bad things that might come.¡±

Hyun looked like he wanted to say something,but I stopped him,¡°I know,I know,Hyun,I just am liking you and you don¡¯t need to give me respond right away.I like things go the way it meant to go,I am just wanna letting my voice heard.I love what we have now,I am good with this friendship,and I ask no more.¡±

I asked no more cause I¡¯m afraid to hear the answer I don¡¯t want to hear.
[/center]

[Paige Yin]

~+~Chapter 3 : Friendship~+~

One week after I arrived in STAR,I finally found myself a roommate,a pretty blonde with 180cm tall,skinny figure,like she walked right out of fashion magazine more than someone who was just going to study in STAR.She is from Pennsylvania,a country girl with sunny smile and attitudemI like her immediatey.

¡° Hi!Nice to meet you,I guess you must be my roommate,I am Katrina Mores.¡±She held out her hand and beamed at me

I looked all the way up and smiled back at her as she was so tall,I am so going to crank my neck someday for looking at all these tall peoples all the time.

¡°Hi,I am Paige Yin.From Malaysia.¡±I smiled, ¡°If you are sure that this is the right dorm you are in,then I am your roommate.¡±

Katrina chuckled at my joke, ¡°I am sure that this is my dorm.And gosh,I really like Asians.Is Malaysia the country above Singapore?¡±

¡°Yeah,you could say that,¡±Well,this is just it,everyone may know Malaysia as the country above Singapore¡­That¡¯s weird.

¡°I hope to see your country someday.Been to Singapore back when I was fifteen and I remembered that was hot there,but the sun given me some tan,¡±She told me without prompting,I nodded and smiled, ¡°How I jealous of you tan,girl.Asians have it really lucky.¡±

I wrinkled my nose at the last comment,and I am jealous of the Westerner for their fair skin,I thought.Then I caught sight of the large Pink luggage behind her¡ªdo blondes always do pink??Though Pink look good on her¡ª ¡°Do you need help with that?¡±I indicated her bag,unpacking would take her some time.Though I was in a rush to the Pool(I always go and swim with the SS501 ever since the first day,they never say anything,so I guess it¡¯s alright.Anyhow,I am such a joke and provide laugher,I know that Mal is more than happy to have me there),it¡¯s still bad to leave this lady here in the boring old dorm battle with the things she brought all day.I bet anyone would like some fresh air on their first day.

Katrina turned back and looked at her luggages,then she shook her head, ¡°Thanks,but no,I can take care of this my own.I don¡¯t really like people touching my stuffs.¡±Katrina smiled apologetically.I nodded,part of me relieved,cause I really like to see Hyun today.

¡°It¡¯s OK.I don¡¯t really like others touching my stuffs too,I mean,some private stuff should keep private.¡±I really do understand.

¡°Well then I might as well give you some personal space then,there isn¡¯t any help I can offer?¡±I asked again just to be sure.

Katrina considered for a moment,then she bit her lips.I waited,a little agitated.

¡°Well¡­I do have a little request.¡±Katrina said slowly.

I tilted my head to the side,nodded and wait.

¡°I am a¡­what they call that¡­Oh yeah!A perfectionist.¡±Katrina started to explain,I waited, ¡°Well,there are a few things that I really can¡¯t stand,I totally can¡¯t stand messy people and I hope you¡¯re not one.¡±

I kept myself from rolling my eyes,I am one.An a seriously born messy person.

¡°Anyway,by the look of this room,you are not,¡±She smiled at me,expression apologetic, ¡°But there are a few things I like you to take care of,those are some of the pet peeves I can¡¯t stand.I will write you the list and can you like,follow them?¡±She asked.I kept my poker face as I considered that.

It can¡¯t hurt to look at what she can¡¯t handle before I reject her.

I nodded, ¡°I will try and see.No real promise though,if things are too out of my control,I can¡¯t help.¡±I said,Katrina beamed up like this is the answer she had been waiting all along.

¡°Thank you.¡±

I nodded, ¡°Welcome.Glad to help,if I can help.¡±

Both of us smiled.

¡°Well,go where you wanted to go.¡±Katrina said suddenly,she noticed my impatients?

I think she does.

¡°Thanks.¡±I said before I turned and rushed out of the dorm.

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I half ran to the pool after I got out from the dorm.The guys must already be there,and Jung Min will sure tease me if I am late again.

Did I tell you that Jung Min is really mean to me?I am like his latest target to bully.

I was dreading my outcome so that when I found that the pool was almost empty,I was glad.I pushed opened the glass door and let myself in,Hyun was there though,and with just his swimming trunk on,that¡¯s such a sight that I sure I am to remember all my life.

Wow!Look at his 6 abs!I think I am going to faint.

Although I had evening(Sometimes we play until 8 something,just mess around in the water until someone shout that he is hungry.)swims with the guys almost everday,I still can¡¯t get use to Hyun¡¯s half-naked present,probably because I like him so much.

¡°Hey!You are early!¡±Hyun smiled at me.

I returned a smile, ¡°Glad to know Jung Min isn¡¯t here yet,I am always later than he is and that given him a good chance to bully me¡­¡±An idea formed itself slowly in my head as I said that to Hyun, ¡°Oh¡­Hehe¡­¡±This is the great time for me to prank him.

¡°What¡¯s going on in your head?¡±He smiled at my expression,totally curious.

¡°Just a little revenge,¡±an evil plan was getting more perfect with every passing seconds,I am better at pulling pranks on other than I ever expected.Well,Jung Min sure will get a taste of his own medicine this time,who asked him to grabbed me and threw me straight into the when I was late last time?And he isn¡¯t gentle at all,my hand bruise the next day(Though he might be not realizing his own strength,I don¡¯t care,I want revenge),and when he dumped me into the pool,I drunk a gulp or two of the Chlorine water,making my stomach ache the next day.

Hyun came over to me and crouched low so that he could look at my face.

¡°Care to share?¡±Hyun asked,I grinned at him.

It was two days after my confession to him,but Hyun is completely nice about that.He had just said a thank you to me that time back in the dance studio.Oh and he did kissed me on the forehead and held me in his arms,just a gentle squeeze that said thank you.And he never mention anything aftee that.He didn¡¯t avoid me either,like an ex-crush of mine do when he knew that I liked him.In fact,I think Hyun and I are closer now after my huge confession.He is always smiling at me and fooling with me,not the way Jung Min is though.

I smiled at him,crooked a finger to indicate him to lean in closer,he obediently did so,turning his face so that his right ear¡¯s to me.I whispered my plan to him.

Since Jung Min is like the prank master,I can¡¯t do this alone,and I can¡¯t pull a prank on him outright,he will sure recognize that.My last hope is that Hyun would help me.

¡°Well,I am thinking that it would be a sight if Jung Min is threw into the water fully clothed,I grinned as the image formed in my head, ¡°But it won¡¯t work without your help.You have to help me distract him,I will be hiding there,¡±I pointed at the low cupboard,easy for me to hide there so that he won¡¯t notice me right away, ¡°You need to bring him,lure him,however you wanna do it to this spot and I will charge as him once I get the chance and push him into the water.¡±

After listening to my plan,Hyun stood up straight and thought for a while,then he shook his head.

I stared at him,what?He won¡¯t help me?

¡°Aniyo,aniyo.¡±Hyun said,he pouted as he shook his head,telling me it¡¯s not a good idea.Probably¡­Cause Jung Min can always revenge,but who¡¯s scare?

¡°What?You won¡¯t help me with that?So you¡¯re what?Afraid?¡±I was mad,crossing my arms as I said that,hoping that pissing him off would make him help me.

Hyun hurried shook his head,he waved his hands no too, ¡°Aniyo!I like the idea of pulling a prank on Mal,He owedme much,¡±He grinned evilly himself, ¡°But your idea isn¡¯t good.¡±

I raised an eyebrow at him.

He grinned and went on elaborating what he meant, ¡°See,he¡¯s a guy and weighting a lot more than you are,and he is much stronger and faster,you can¡¯t push him into the pool,¡±he was like explaining one plus one equels to two to a stubborn standard one student, ¡°But if it¡¯s me who try push him into the pool,that¡¯s different.I am stronger than he is,and I can be quite fast.Even if he noticed me charging at him,he can¡¯t run,I can easily grab him and dump him into the water like how he did to you last time.¡±

Huh?Easily grab him?Oh¡­He must be strong¡­what the?He has 6 abs,of course he is strong!Stupid Paige,¡±

¡°Trust me to do that?¡±He asked uncertainly as I didn¡¯t give him reply right away.He is excited at the idea of pulling a prank at his bandmate,that¡¯s funny.

¡°What had he done to you?¡±I asked,wanting to laugh.The question made Hyun chuckled.

¡°I¡¯d like to tell,but I don¡¯t think we have much time to get ready,¡±Hyun tucked my hair behind my ear,causing my cheeks burn and making my heart race, ¡°Get into your swimming suit,I¡¯ll go and hide now,and I promise not to peak.¡±

Hyun reminded me of the time when Kyu walked right into my hiding place¡ªthe white board¡ªas I change.I was pulling off my T-shirt then¡ªthe swimming suit though is underneath as I always wear it when I am going to swim.I scream at the sight of a guy standing in front of me as I pulled off my shirt,that gave Jung Min¡ªand the rest of the SS501¡ªa good laugh.

I blushed and slapped Hyun on his chest¡ªOuch!I actually hurt my hand hitting him.He laughed and went to hide.

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I was readied and stretching as the rest of SS501 arrived.

¡°Wow!Am I hallucinating?Clumsy Paige is the first one here today!¡±Jung Min exclaimed as he walked through the glass door.

I glared at him though I really like to laugh,knowing what will happen to him next,but I can¡¯t give us away.He is so going to be sorry messing with me soon.Jun gave me a smile and he slapped a hard one on Jung Min¡¯s butt the ran towards me.

¡°Hi,¡±Jun grinned at me.Jung Min had chased after him,this position he stood was so good,except that Jun was in the way.

I smiled back at Jun and tried to push him away from Jung Min,separating their fight.

¡°Hey!¡±Kyu called out suddenly from the bench I put my belongings, ¡°Who else is here?¡±He pointed at the Singlet,handphone and towel¡ªthe SS501 towel!!!

¡°Oh¡­isn¡¯t that Leader¡¯s?¡±Jun replied,he looked around,searching, ¡°He¡¯s here?¡±

Shoot!This is going to¡ª

¡°Arghhhh!!¡±Hyun ran out and charged at Jung Min,I had pushed Jun far enough now.

Hyun hit Jung Min and grabbed him by the waist,Jung Min was shouting,shocked.As he fell back,he reached out and grabbed me,pulling me into the pool with him.

[Paige Yin]

>PAIGE:Hey!Itz a while since I c u here & now
>JEEN:huh paige?how¡¯s star?
>PAIGE:Amazing!Listen¡­I met SS501 in school
>JEEN:wow¡­you must be thrilled.saw the one you like too?

I giggled when I saw this one.Jeen is my best friend back in Malaysia,he is now studying fashion design in Kuala Lumpur college.He knew everything about me,and stay as my best friend anyway.

>PAIGE:LOL,I did find it real hard to calm down round him¡­I mean,my heart race like crazy whenever I see him¡­guess I am still head over heels on him,if not more.
>JEEN:i wish you wil hav something with him.
>PAIGE:Thx

I sneezed.Ever since my prank on Jung Min backfired and he pulled me into the pool along with him,I caught a flu.It has been 4days and I am still yet to recover,that guy must be my born enemy!

>JEEN:o,when is ur school start anyway?
>PAIGE:2nd of Nov,dreading dat.
>JEEN:No worries,u wil do well,u r natural when it comes 2 music n art.
>PAIGE:Thx 4 having faith in me.
>JEEN:cuz I know u.n paige?
>PAIGE:??
>JEEN:try 2 calm down around ss¡­I saw ur pm in fb,they are crazy.
>PAIGE:ROFL.Those can just describe part of wat I feel round SS.
>JEEN:LOL
>PAIGE:Anyhow,it¡¯s hard to calm when ur wif d HOTTEST guys in the world.
>JEEN:paige,they¡¯r juz handsome 2me.

I wanted to laughed at that one,but since I am in the library,it¡¯s impossible.I chuckled silently.

>PAIGE:Ya,cuz ur a guy.
>JEEN:LOL,think so 2.
>PAIGE:BTW,y aren¡¯t u in bed?It shud be¡­11pm at ur side?U nv sleep after 10.
>JEEN:cant sleep now,assignments.due 2moro.

Oh¡­no wondered,I nodded,smiling.

>PAIGE:Hey!M I disturbing?

I waited for a few ten seconds before he replied.

>JEEN:Nah¡­Glad to have some company.
>PAIGE:I cud be a noisy company.
Wonder how many works will I hav once school starts?
>JEEN:cud b a lot.but u wil do amazing.

My computer beeped with new email at that moment.I clicked opened the email,and saw a banner request.I beamed as I collect all the pictures that girls sent,she asked me to do one of Super Junior for her,although I never is a fan of that band,I still accept these request with happy smile,I just love to make graphics art.

I opened my Photoshop CS3 and started doing the banner,arranging the pictures in a few ways,and tried to fit some of my skills in,it¡¯s done in a minute,and I upload that to Photobucket.


>PAIGE:Sry¡­doing a banner
>JEEN:ahh¡­stilldoing those?
>PAIGE:Addiction.
I M still an artist anyway.
Mite be quiet.RP-ing.
>JEEN:sure

I beamed and logged into my forums,checked out the topics of roleplays I need to reply and read through.To me,all these online works (typing fans fictions,role playing,designing forums,making graphic art,discussions...) are an addiction I can¡¯t rehab from.I am thinking that I will keep doing these as long as I can.

I got into character as I typed my reply to the thread.Hence I never notice that someone was watching behind me.

¡°You write well.¡±he pulled out a chair and sat beside me,scared me half to death.I managed not to scream by reminding myself that I am in a library.

¡°Jun!¡±I said,kept my voice low but keeping the accusations thick in my words, ¡°You scared the hell out of me!¡±

Jun beamed at me, ¡°Mianhae.¡±the apologies isn¡¯t serious,but his smile made people find it hard to be mad at him at all.

I nodded,can¡¯t keep the smile out of my face,I am happy to see Jun anyway. ¡°What are you doing here?¡±I asked,raising an eyebrow at him, ¡°You don¡¯t seems to be the reading type.¡±

¡°Searching for you.¡±Jun said,his face serious.

¡°What for?¡±I was shocked.The guys never search for me before,just I go and search for them and stick with them watching as they do stuffs or joining when they ask me to have a dance or swim with them.

¡°Just kidding.¡±Jun smiled,making me raised my eyebrow at him once more, ¡°I¡¯m actually wanting to¡­¡±

He paused for a moment,looked down at his hands.I frowned,but be patient and waited.He would talk when he wants to.

¡°I wanted to ask you to a date.¡±His expression was so serious that I almost believe him.

I smiled, ¡°Another joke?You don¡¯t get me this time.¡±

Jun smiled along, ¡°Yeah,caught.¡±But there is something not right with his voice¡­


>JEEN:hey!g2g.I am dropping asleep sitting.


My MSN popped up with Jeen¡¯s massage.I quickly replied.


>PAIGE:Sure!Nite & sweet dreams,Jeen-la.Mis U!
>JEEN:88
>PAIGE:Tata!


And Jeen signed off.I closed the window before I turned back to look at Jun.He got the mischievous smile on his face,like he found some secrets,and he like that¡­I raised an eyebrow at him again.

¡°Namja ChinGu?¡±He asked.

I sighed,I always got that one, ¡°Ania.Just friends.¡±Best friend.I added silently,smiling.

¡°Not convincing.¡±

I actually glared at him after that remark,something I seldom do to people. ¡°It¡¯s the truth,you can choose to believe my words or not.¡±I really hated when people make something out of my friendship with Jeen-la,my best friend in the world.There will never be anything more than just friends with him,we like completely different types than each others,it never occur to me that there should be something more.

I turned my attention back to my role plays,wanting to lose myself into character once again.I started to type.

¡°Mianhae.¡±Jun apologized,sensing that his remark made me unhappy.

¡°It¡¯s ok.¡±I replied,I can never stay mad at anyone for long anyhow.I turned and smiled at him,so that he can feel better.

Jun returned the smile, ¡°By the way,how¡¯s the new song going?¡±I told Jun about this new song I write,and he is anticipating for that ever since.Jun is someone supportive,and oh¡­he is my singing teacher,and an amazing teacher.He and Heo both help me practice singing when they are free.

¡°It¡¯s going good.Wanting to let you listen to that,but I think we have to respect where we¡¯re at.¡±I reminded him that we were in the library where ¡°Be Quiet¡± signs are everywhere.

¡°Oh.yeah¡­¡±Jun said,frowned and looked around the quiet place.It¡¯s quiet because there are not many people around. ¡°Easy to forget about things when I¡¯m with you.¡±

I giggled,but gave no reply.Anyhow that¡¯s how I feel when I am with the SS501.

¡°Gosh,your mention of singing make me feel like moving than typing away on a computer.¡±I said,suddenly feel like doing other stuffs, ¡°Can you be quiet for like 15 minutesso I can finish this,¡±I waved at my computer, ¡°And get outta here?¡±

Jun smiled at the mention of getting out of the library, ¡°Sure.Moving¡­as in dancing or singing or swimming?Or you have some kind of sports you like to play?¡±

I considered for a while, ¡°Totally dancing.Up for that?¡±

¡°Sure!¡±Jun beamed at me, ¡°Want me to get hyungs along?¡±

¡°Why not?You can totally teach me something¡­I hope they are all available.¡±

¡°Araso!¡±Jun smiled real bright like a child getting toys in his birthday, ¡°I will call them outside.Meet you in the studio,OK?¡±

I nodded,then turned back to my works as Jun walked away,typing as fast as I could.

[Paige Yin]

I went back and changed out of my jeans before I go to the studio,it¡¯s not so comfortable to dance in your jeans,unless you are wearing those skinny jeans that fit your legs nicely,but I am not in one of those that day.My dorm was empty as I got in,Katrina must be out there somewhere with some friends,I don¡¯t mind and I don¡¯t care anyhow,the desire to see Hyun was just too strong.

Thinking about Hyun got my heart raced.I really like him much that I wanted to see him so badly,at the same time,he makes me so nervous and clumsy,out of nerves I guess.Since the confession,I also feel awkward around him sometimes,but he could always drive away all the awkwardness with making me laugh.I laughed a lot with him around.Actually,all SS are good at making me laugh out loud,I am a cheerful person by nature anyhow.

Before I leave my dorm,I caught something white out of the corner of my eyes,I turned and saw a piece of paper on my desk.Curious,I went and picked that up.¡°To Page¡±,it said on the front.I frowned,knowing that it must be the cleaning list from Katrina.

She even spelt my name wrong!!I thought,both mad and dreading what I am going to see inside the paper.

Took a deep breath,Please no crazy cleaning jobs, please no crazy cleaning jobs¡­I prayed as I opened the paper,and sighed a huge sigh of relive,the list was short.

1.Please take care of the cleanliness in the washroom.Clean the sink and bathtub after every use.Pick up hair on the floor after every shower or after you comb your hair and flush the toilet after every use.
OK,this is good,I do most of them at home too.

I sneezed.

2.The toiletries to the left is mine,don¡¯t touch.Keep your make ups and facial products at your own space.
That I can do too.I rolled my eyes.

3.The top shelf in the fridge is mine,never touch my food without permissions.
4.Respect my privacy,no prying,
Sure,sure¡­

5.Sweep the floor twice a day.Avoid combing hair inside the room,I hate to see hair on the floor or anyway else.
Sure..But honey?We are sweeping the floor in turns.And comb my hair in the bathroom,outside¡­anyway but in the room¡­Got that.

I sneezed again.Stupid Jung Min made my flu away!!!

6.No bringing Guys

[/i] into our dorm.
Guys?I know no one but the SS herein STAR¡­Wait,that made 5 guys¡­Still,I never think of letting any of the SS come into my messing palace,I mean letting them see this??I am out of some really old fashion education,I won¡¯t let guys see my bedroom,NO WAY!!

Speaking of the guys make me realized of our dance.I looked at my watch,Oops!Gotta be late!!

I put down the paper then turned and ran out of the dorm,praying and hoping that the SS will still be there waiting!


I was breathless from all the running when I reached the dance studio.Shoot!I must look a mess!I checked my reflection at the notice board beside the dance studio entrance,Yikes!Yes,I look horrible.¡±I quickly fixed my hair and wipe sweats off my face with a piece of tissue.I didn¡¯t put on any make ups for weeks now since I been in STAR.It¡¯s useless if you are going to sweat off all the make ups when you dance or run around the field with the guys.And it is plain crazy to put on make ups when you go to swim¡­So being with the SS,I am just the plain and natural me¡­

I was beginning to turn when something caught my attention.Huh?What is that?

¡±Wicked Night of Glamorous¡±

It¡¯s a party invitation,for Halloween.Held in STAR hall at 31st October,party starting at 7pm,all STAR students and authorities are invited.It¡¯s a black tie event and we all require to wear a mask.

My eyes went bigger with each words I took in.Party?Halloween?Costume?!!I am on load!!

Wonder there is anyway for me to wiggle out of that.

¡°What are you looking at?¡±Hyun asked from the studio¡¯s entrance,he peaked out from the doorway,must saw me from that glass on the door when I passed the door just now and decided to check what took me so long to go in.

¡°Halloween party.¡±I replied,pointing at the notice board.I couldn¡¯t get the frown off my face.I¡¯m screw!!

Hyun came out and took a look.Aftera while, ¡°You going?¡±he asked.

I shrugged,couldn¡¯t give him any answer.The money problem is my biggest problem.Speaking of which,I better find a part time job soon.

¡°Earth to Wen.¡±Hyun stuck to calling me my Chinese name.He pulled my ponytail as he called.

¡°Don¡¯t mess with my hair!¡±I turned to slap his hand,he avoided the attack and messed with my hair some more.This is my pets peeve,to have my hair messed up.I glared at him, ¡°You¡¯re dead¡±I said through gritted teeth,he laughed and stuck his tongue at me.

Did I tell you that all the SS are like children who love to mess with me?

I started attack him with tickles then,Hyun is afraid of that.After a moment,he found that he couldn¡¯t win me at that one,turned and ran into the studio.I gave a chase.

He yelled a lot of Korean to the rest of SS who looked up and see what¡¯s going on from their conversation.Mischievous grins lighted up Jung Min¡¯s and Jun¡¯s face at once.

¡°Oh sure,¡±Jung Min stood up,pulling Jun up as well.Are they going to attack me?

¡°Charge!!¡±Jun yelled,and he and Jung Min charged at Hyun,held him in place.

¡°Hurry Paige.Can¡¯t.Hold.Him.Long!¡±Jung Min said as he struggled with Hyun,now Kyu and Heo were laughing as well.

I ran to them and started poking at Hyun¡¯s side.He was laughing and yelling,and struggling at the same time.It wasn¡¯t long before he got out from his dongsaeng¡¯s grip.I turned and ran,but he was much faster than me,in one quick motion,I was air-borne.

¡°Let me down!¡±I screamed,yet can¡¯t keep the laugher out of my voice. ¡°Kim Hyun Joong!Let me down!¡±

¡°Aniyo!Sabahae!¡±Hyun replied,he was laughing hard as well.

I tried to struggled out of his grib,he is strong,I have no chance of winning him, ¡°Antu-e!No,no!¡±

¡°Then I should throw you¡­hmm¡­where?¡±He asked his dongsaengs,who were grinning happily.I glared at Jun and Jung Min,Betrayers!!

¡°Down the block?The pool?Oh¡­That¡¯s far¡­The lake?¡±Hyun suggested,I knew it was an empty threat.

¡°Let me down.¡±I tried again,softened my voice.

¡°Apologies,¡±Gee¡­This guy is stubborn!

¡°Fine!¡±It¡¯s getting me dizzy hanging on his shoulder and staring at his back, ¡°Let me down.¡±

Hyun went and put me down on a couch at the corner,and he leaned towards me so I can¡¯t run.I can¡¯t run anyway,I am dizzy from the hung.

¡°Sorry.¡±I said,looking at the side so that I can keep my head,it¡¯s so easy to hypnotize when I stare at him straight to the face.I heard him chuckled after I apologized.

¡°And I am sorry,¡±Hyun apologized too, ¡°Never do that again or I¡¯ll really get mad.¡±

I nodded.My eyes caught his collarbone,and his neck¡­and once again,I am hyperventilated.Trying not to lose my head,I closed my eyes.

¡°May you?¡±

¡°Oops!Sorry.¡±He got away from me quickly.I sighed,I¡¯m totally going to have a sleepless night tonight.¡±

My face burned when I realized the others were watching us.Felt so much like to dig a hole and hide inside.

Sensing my embarrassments,Hyun clapped his hands, ¡°Let¡¯s do something new today,show Wen what we¡¯ve got.¡±Everyone got up and get ready,I watched,confused.

¡°You¡¯ll love this.¡±Jun winked at me.I¡¯m so lost now,maybe what happened just now killed quite a number of brain cells.

Hyun played the CD and ran back to his position at the front.The first note came out,but I don¡¯t recognize that song.

Something new?New song?I blinked as I watched my favorite male group danced.



True,that was the new song,I¡¯m the first one to hear that,first lucky fans to see their moves and learn them.Amazing!

I got ¡°Love Like This¡± jammed in my head after dancing and singing to it for one hour.The dance moves drilled into my head too.

¡°How are you doing?¡±Kyu asked me as we all took a break.

¡°So far so good.¡±I beamed at warm Kyu Jong,he is someone so easy to be with.I took a mouthful of water after that,everyone¡ªincluding me¡ªare seriously sweating now,yet Jun was jumping around like he isn¡¯t a bit tire.

¡°You improved so much during the weeks.¡±Kyu said,smiling at me.I returned the smile.He is always supportive.

¡°Thank you.¡±I said,a little smug.Fast learner is me. ¡°But I think I can do better.Anyway,nice song.No I mean,lovely song¡­?No¡­I just love the song so much.Is that going to be your new single?¡±

My remark got the guys laughing.

¡°Aniyo,we are trying to make this into a mini album.¡±Jung Min said, ¡°This is brand new to us,glad that you like it.¡±

I smiled but shook my head,making them confuse for a while there, ¡°I said,¡®I love the song¡¯¡±

They thought for a while and laughed.

¡°Araso,araso.You love the song.¡±Jung Min corrected himself.

¡°Well,I want to be the first one to get your latest album,¡±I said,knowing these guys made my life perfect.

¡°Sure,you pay double for that.¡±Hyun said.

I glared at him,useless,he is sweaty,he is hot¡­gosh.I used quite an amount of self-control to keep my head, ¡°You wish!¡±I replied, ¡°I am demanding a 50% discount from you guys since I am so supportive of you¡­Well,let¡¯s see¡­give me 5 copies,I need some for my friends and one for my mom.¡±I counted then smiled.

¡°Araso.¡±Jung Min said,today he was extreamely helpful, ¡°5 copies for Paige.All double price!¡±

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